Friday, March 13, 2009 . 7:42 PM

I am here to rant again, i cant stand it anymore..

Band members are really not behaving like band member anymore. I really don't know what to say and what to do. I am dumbfounded.Nobody gives a dam to the band rules and traditions that have been followed like till recent years. Its all so scary. 40 plus years of tradition broken in just a blink of an eye. Memebers and espcially LEADERS fail to regconise the things we DID that made us different from all the other CCAs. The are not setting a good example. A band member who cannot play but behaves like a band member is better than a band member can play but does not behaves like one. It really takes more than a music playing to make a band members. Maybe i am a bad leader. Lousy person who cant achieve any thing. Resulting in my inability to enforce rules. Maybe i am just too si gu ban bah.. Sighs. This is a disturbing trend is becoming more and more widespread. I am really really scared. I am really tired too. I can enforce rule til people hate me, but things does not work that way. People should be motivated to do stuff on their on accord and not force to.... hais.. I really want to help, but i do not know what to do.. Til the day that band member are proud of their own heritage bah. sighs..

My personality:

Openness
This trait refers to the extent to which you prefer novelty versus convention. Approximately 5.5% of respondents have a lower openness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is down-to-earth and prefers things to be simple and straightforwards. You might say that it just makes life easier if things don't change unnecessarily, that the arts are of no practical use to you, and that you think tradition is more important than others do.

Conscientiousness
This trait refers to the extent to which you prefer an organised, or a flexible, approach in life. Approximately 69.2% of respondents have a lower conscientiousness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who avoids forseeable trouble through purposefully planning, and achieves success through persistence. From your responses it appears that you are reliable and prepared for life's challenges.

Extraversion
This trait refers to the extent to which you enjoy company, and seek excitement and stimulation. Approximately 30.8% of respondents have a lower extraversion raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who prefers low-key social occasions, with a few close friends. You might say that it's not that you are afraid of large parties; they're just not that fun for you.

Agreeableness
This trait refers to the way you express your opinions and manage relationships. Approximately 94.5% of respondents have a lower agreeableness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is extremely easy to get along with. Your responses suggest that you would say you are considerate, friendly, generous and helpful and you consider most other people to be thoroughly decent and trustworthy.

Neuroticism (Emotional stability)
This trait refers to the way you cope with, and respond to, life's demands. Approximately 38.2% of respondents have a lower neuroticism raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is calm and emotionally stable. Based on your responses, you come across as someone who is rarely bothered by things, and when they do get you down the feeling does not persist for very long.

Introverted.Sensing.Feeling.Judging
ISFJs are characterized above all by their desire to serve others, their 'need to be needed.' In extreme cases, this need is so strong that standard give-and-take relationships are deeply unsatisfying to them. ISFJs are interested in maintaining order and harmony in every aspect of their lives. They are steadfast and meticulous in handling their responsibilities. Although quiet, they are people-oriented and very observant. Not only do they remember details about others, but they observe and respect others' feelings. Friends and family are likely to describe them as thoughtful and trustworthy.

This super accurate about me. o.o I am supposed to be good in bilogical sciences and accounting. xDD

Sunday, March 08, 2009 . 8:06 PM

Results were utterly disappointing. But a least i didn't fail all my subjects, only one. And amaths was on the verge of passing. (: But who cares, i didn't study and this is my retribution. Like what Ms Zhang says, i am the at the bottom of the class, dian di one, but i will work very hard and top unlike those who were expected to top but didn't. (: She say i have high EQ to make up for my low IQ(term my XXX XX) (; Quite hard though x.x I should start working hard now. i want to make my mark and not be the stupidest in class time and time again. haha. Hard to work hard and be clever when everyone is looking down on you (= Sighs... This time i will really work hard, I am gonna go 'in your face" to whoever been looking down on me. 君子报仇十年不晚. o.o
I am going crazy. (: Lalala. March holiday is coming, time of me to mug le. I wan my As, especially in my languages.


@eunice
No. i like the fact that we can go home early during ct
@ Keng Ning & Ying Xiang
I no children hor. o.o adopt as pet can xD
@XAVIER
ok. linked(:
@xinni
ps. i tot u knew
@clement
Shes my pet
@junwei
:D


Before i go: 巫婆请不要把我变成猪!! (x